Its one of those days again where i question the reliability of some people i know...
I wont mention names here but lets safe to say its:
- Animexx Contacts
- Some DA Artists
It could be just the lack of communication too but sometimes i have the feeling of just beeing a sitting duck month after month, time passes by without really a progress. And since some artists are busy as hell (which is i can only assume due to their jobs) Some planned elements cant even start or blocking further planned Artworks with them. Some dont even reply to notes. (Maybe i´m overreacting on that part & just have to consider that they also have lifes on their own)
Now that the job is just hell (the main reason for my depression & listlessness) i have to change my priority for the year. This year i wanted to focus more on the social section but thats screwed now since i now have to look for an alternative job since the current one is just boredom or a rip-off (working on sundays without payment, forced overtime reduction without real useage of it)
But what really annoys me are the so called Animexx Contacts, the ones i´m trying so often to do shootings with them. Always busy but having strangely time for:
- Bigger Conventions like the LBM, Connichi etc.
- Vacation to places like Praq or Paris
- or own Shootings or Clubs at Night.
I can only speak for myself but if i would be them then i would change my priority & would focus on those who are waiting now for months, but again thats just my opinion.
I can also already predict that my Birthday will be like always, just with my Mother & no friends who would gratulate (at least not in person but via Social Media) cause how conveniently a bigger convention is going on at the time...
Sigh, well who knows how many would read this anyways. Not to mention comment. I guess the usual ones & the other 99 % wont.
Anyways... see ya.